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Imagine that you pull up
to a familiar intersection, the one at which a homeless
person is regularly stationed. The light is red
and you stop. She has a cardboard sign asking for money or
work. Perhaps some mornings you give her a dollar and think
and feel whatever you usually think or feel-that the
government should do more, that she should get a job, or you
speculate about what might have happened in her life.
Perhaps you're grateful that it's not you.
Just notice how your attention quickly moved from the person
on the street (what is), to your thinking (usually some
version of what isn't-how what is should be different).
Noticing and Accepting
Noticing is having your attention on what is.
This morning, let's imagine that you pull up to the
intersection and your normal responses don't show up. As you
look through the window of your car, you simply notice the
other person: the way the light shines through her hair, the
shape of her face, the hole in the top of her boot, the
brown paper bag resting precariously on her knee, the way
the side of the bag has crumpled more on the left that on
the right.
This morning, everything you notice, you accept without
wanting it to be different. The unwashed hands, the pale
skin, the frayed edge of her pants cuff. Perhaps your window
is open enough to hear the morning sounds of the city, so
just notice that too. Let your attention include all of this
in a very practical, sensory way.
Congratulations, you're giving effortless attention to what
is, exactly as it is. In noticing her sitting on the
sidewalk, you're not wishing she were someone else,
someplace else. Your attention is on what is.
Appreciation
Deep into this noticing and accepting, imagine this homeless
person looks up, and she sees you noticing her. Do you know
what it is she sees? She sees appreciation.
Appreciation is another name for inclusion-for love. This
appreciation has no agenda, no internal dialogue, no spin.
You're not just another politician telling yourself a story.
And you can get to appreciation without demanding of
yourself that you love someone you don't like. Just begin by
noticing them and accepting what you notice without deletion
or distortion.
From where I sit, this is the basis of love: noticing,
and accepting what you notice (including your own thoughts).
When you put these two together-noticing and accepting-you
will always find yourself in love with what is, as it is.
You become God's eyes and ears.
Competence
So how do you become God's hands?
This is one of the most asked questions by new students:
"OK, so what do I do about-?"
Just notice that most everything you want to change about
your life situation, the world, other people, or yourself is
itself the result of doing. Noticing leads to a lot less
doing. Noticing leads to what I call natural competence.
Let me give you an example of natural competence in action.
Imagine an excellent computer repair person, one whose
ability almost uncanny. Where computers are concerned, he
notices everything. In fact, he has no preference for where
the problem is. He is not just a "keyboard" or
"hard drive" or "software" person. He
simply notices all of the information that comes his way,
even information that seems contradictory, and accepts all
of it. Unusual problems only seem to spark his curiosity.
What does his noticing and accepting demonstrate?
Appreciation. It's not too much to say that he loves his
work. He now repairs computers so quickly, with so few
detours, false starts, or missteps that his colleagues can't
quite account for how he does it. He doesn't know how he
does it either. The process is outside of his awareness-the
individual steps are collapsed into a single step-noticing.
It is delightful to watch him at work. He is all awareness.
His attention is divided between what he notices out there
and what he notices "in here"-in his thinking.
Welcome to natural competence-doing what needs to be done
while doing less and less, simply through the power of
noticing.
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